Love that was

On Valentines...

Your smile is what I remember

the first time we met

Your smile is what I now try

so hard to forget

Do you remember our first

conversation?

Bits and pieces float around

in my head..my heart

And now that we're
not together

it's the memories of us

that keep me from

falling apart...

I want to live for
the memories of

the hours we shared

when you seem to

show you cared...

I struggle to live through

the hours without...

facing my demons 

and hearing them shout...

Love was never enough

Love just never was...

I will never learn, will I?

That this is final...

not a momentary pause...

But tell me...
Do you ever feel

the way I do?

Do you let reality

fade away...

and feel tempted to

say it too

say...I love you?

the way I still do...

Valentine Post

“Penned on the day of love “Valentines Day” for the one’s who don’t get back love in return. I know today everyone’s writing about and celebrating the love they have (so am I).

But this is for the ones hurting more than ever on this day...alone...with so much love to give but getting nothing in return! This is my attempt to see love the way they do...through their eyes…heart and words…

However, this poem is so not me! I personally hold the belief that people have more than one chance at true happiness if they learn to let go...”

- Ishita

I love this pain
I love this hurt
I love this longing
Why?
 
Because in this
I find my love
So true and selfless
 
You know none of it
You feel none of it
You feel your pleasure
Your happiness

You
have it all
And you think
from you
I have nothing
At all
 
You find my love
so worthless
You’re wrong
I am not 
helpless
 
Though
I am in the state I am
I smile
Watching you smile
I laugh to make 
you laugh

In you
I try to seek my
happiness

I care knowing you’re there
I make the choice of living
rather than being
lifeless

I love this pain
I love this hurt
I love this longing
Why?
 
Because in this
I find my love
So true and selfless