Thursday, May 11, 2006

State of Mind

I wrote this one a long time back in November and put it up in my main space on 5th November…just before I left for my trip to Goa… it was penned in one of my "swinging state of mind" :) ...when I was a little upset about a lot of things... *sigh*

When I think of you
I get lost
Past present future
Everything loses meaning
You do know, don't you?
For this state of mind,
There’s no cure

Smiles...laughter...tears
Of joy and of sadness
So many emotions
Flood my mind
Yet I go through each day
I tell you
I’m going thru the motions
daily grind

You want me to be otherwise
change things around me
I wish I cld...

Or do I?
 

Sometimes I’m confused
Sometimes I think you're right
Sometimes...I think
Who am I? What am I?

I'm searching for answers
I can't find them
These questions haunt me
When you lose patience
You tell me
Live with them!

Don’t you see?
I am living with them!!!

When I think of you
I get lost
Past present future
Everything loses meaning

For this state of mind,
Why is there no cure?

Being Me...

I find myself swinging.  Not on a playground swing.  Not high on dope. But on life.  Swinging into extremes... One minute I ...