In my Heart...

It's the little things in life that matter...it's the little gestures in love that make it special! :) What do you want from love and your lover? My "lil" and "real" expectations are in the lines below :)...
 

A friend...a companion
Sharing long conversations
My heart doesn’t desire more
I don’t have unreal expectations

A smile...a laugh
Whispering sweet nothings
My heart doesn’t long for more
I find my happiness in little things
You, yes you give me all of that
You do my love...
My heart can’t ask for more

And for this every moment I thank the heavens above :-)

Life's A Roller Coaster

One of my favorite expression is "Life is a roller coaster" :) and isn't it? One moment u have so many reasons to smile and the next could see you facing tears and difficult times. Life's meant to be that way and what is special is our ability to cope with it all...our will to face it all and move ahead ready to take on the next big challenge or celebrate the next big win :)...

Life is like a roller coaster
Sometimes it’s looking up and sometimes down
One minute you’re smiling
In the next, you can’t shake of your frown

That’s the thrill in living your life
Living through the obvious...the unpredictability
The happy times and the times of strife
The desire to grab it all or simply let it be...

You’ve got to live your life
Don’t take for granted the obvious
Don’t run away from the unpredictability
Smile through the happy times
Face the challenge in times of strife
Not a moment to think...
Grab it all
Don’t just let it be!

Life can be the best ever
Giving you more than your share
Life can be the worst ever
Taking away more than you think fair

Yes! life is like a roller coaster
Sometimes it’s looking up and sometimes down
One minute you’re smiling
In the next, you can’t shake of your frown

When I think of....

All about what I think of when I think of my special someone...pure mush and sweet nothings in the following lines :). I loved the response to this poem too...many had good things to say!! :)

When I think of love I think of you
The sound of your voice echoes in my ears
The way you whisper..."luvvv u"
The way you call me..."baby"
The sound of your voice soothes away my fears

From the moment I wake up to a new day
I sense your love in many a way
Yes baby I long for this every day...

I wanna wake up to the touch of your fingers
Caressing my face...
Your touch bringing a smile to my lips...
The look in your eyes making my
Heart race...

I wanna wake up with that want...
That longing...that desire...
Hear your voice telling me how much you love me...
Lifting my spirits higher...

You make me feel like I never ever knew love
You're an answer to my prayer from my God above :-)

"Mamma"

This poem is very close to my heart and about my favorite subject :P... this one is for my precious babies! I love them more than words can ever express :)

One look from papa
One spanking from grandma
One scolding from grandpa
And that familiar wail
"Mamma"

Toys strewn all over
Running helter-skelter
For cover
His lil’ face with fear fraught
  When he's caught
  And he yells again
"Mamma"

Strokes of his crayon
Writing A B C
Smile on his face
And a Star
In his copy
And he shouts in glee
"Mamma"

Cute...sweet...adorable
Precious...huggable...kissable
Giggles...laughter
Stories of here ever after
He sighs
Sleep in his eyes
I hear it…again
As he whispers softly
"Mamma"

"Parties..."

This one was written after I browsed through the papers...Page 3...u see! But it could be true for parties that regular people (read "I"!) frequent. I like this one because it is one of the most spontaneous ones I've penned :)...

I love parties 
Foot tapping music
Loud conversations
Hugs…kisses in the air
A naughty joke
Interesting observations

I love parties
Pretty clothes
Shimmering eye shadow
Lipstick leaving
Tell tale marks
I greet a friend
I avoid a foe

I love parties
I drink
One too many
 
I dance…I laugh
Intoxicated
I catch your eye
I know that look
I’ll take my chances
Life’s not always about
Going by the book

I love parties
The sense of freedom
The spontaneity
The cozy corners
The dim lights
Passionate encounters
Soon forgotten
Jealous spouses
Stupid fights

I love parties
Fodder for gossip
Excuses to shed
Inhibitions
Reasons to smile
Long into the night
I don’t miss many
Just skip a few
Once in a while

*sigh*…yes…I do…love parties…!

Love...

These lines were written sometime back...when I was in the mood to just scribble something on love :-) ... and published on our "anniversary" :) ...

His voice sends shivers
Down my spine
I know my heart is
No longer mine

His kiss makes me
Long for more
I love him
That I know
For sure

His touch…mmmmm…His touch
Drives me crazy
I know…yes…I know
This isn’t…This can’t be
A simple maybe

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I once read this line
"I love you so much it hurts"
Now I know
This line is mine

I feel I’ve gone back in time
Back to when I was sixteen
*sigh*…I want to live this feeling forever
If this is a dream,
Don’t…Don’t wake me up ever!

State of Mind

I wrote this one a long time back in November and put it up in my main space on 5th November…just before I left for my trip to Goa… it was penned in one of my "swinging state of mind" :) ...when I was a little upset about a lot of things... *sigh*

When I think of you
I get lost
Past present future
Everything loses meaning
You do know, don't you?
For this state of mind,
There’s no cure

Smiles...laughter...tears
Of joy and of sadness
So many emotions
Flood my mind
Yet I go through each day
I tell you
I’m going thru the motions
daily grind

You want me to be otherwise
change things around me
I wish I cld...
Or do I?
 
Sometimes I’m confused
Sometimes I think you're right
Sometimes...I think
Who am I? What am I?

I'm searching for answers
I can't find them
These questions haunt me
When you lose patience
You tell me
Live with them!

Don’t you see?
I am living with them!!!

When I think of you
I get lost
Past present future
Everything loses meaning
For this state of mind,
Why is there no cure?